“Deep In Thoughts”

April 1st, 2008 by skinz79

"The weirdest thing happened the other morning…I woke  up with tears in my eyes…and one rolling down my cheek…and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again." "I’m not supposed to love you, I’m not supposed to care,
    I’m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I’m not supposed  to wonder where you are and what to do, I’m sorry I can’t help myself, I’m in love with you."  I don’t know why I wish you were mine.." "Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts.Even after it’s over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were not truly in love." "I don’t regret anything I did, because if things had happened differently then I wouldn’t have met you, I wouldn’t have fallen in love with you, and I wouldn’t have gotten over you." "I’ve never had feelings this strong for someone in my whole life, and probably never will. And the fact that I just have to walk away from it hurts me more than you will ever know." "You are my everything… the reason I wake up in the morning.  Just the thought of you brings a smile to my face that can last for days. The sound of your voice brings out the joy,to lasts me throughout the day. You make me the happiest that I have ever been. And to you I am only a friend?" "How can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them, you’re thinking about how much more you really want?" "I’d much rather be your lover than your friend, but I’d much rather be your friend than your nobody." "I need someone to ease my mind, but sometimes a someone is hard to find." "Does it hurt you to know that we haven’t spoken to each other in days? Does it hurt you to know that we can’t look at each other without looking away?   "If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I never liked you, I wouldn’t love you. If I never loved you, I wouldn’t miss you.   But, I did, I do, and I will……."

“Love,Fate,Destiny”

March 24th, 2008 by skinz79

"Should I Smile Because You’re My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We’ll Ever Be?

A Million Words Would Not Change The Fact,
I Know Because I’ve Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I’ve Cried.

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times When We Set Eyes On Each Other,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend….. I Have To Remember Now That You’re Just A Friend ….When I Look At You My Heart Skips
A Beat, But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears, Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have
….
How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?

My Heart Was Taken By You,  Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be,
Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I’m not sure it shows, that I love you more than you’ll ever know.

Sometimes it’s hard to love someone
because you’re so afraid of losing them

I know in reality we can’t be together,
so I just close my eyes and you’re right here with me…
in my dreams you’re mine forever.
But now I still live, waiting for the day For You To Be Mine….

You are always there for me
and so you give me the courage to stand alone……….."

"The hardest part of dreaming
                      about someone you love is having to wake up"

                   

"There is one pain I often feel which
                      you will never know because
                      it is caused by the absence of you"

                   

"Of all the words of tongue or pen,
                      the saddest are those…it might have been"

                   

"Who do you turn to when the only person
                      who can stop you from crying?"
                     

                   

"I understand that with loves comes pain,
                      but why did i have to love so much?"

                   

"The part that hurts me the most,
                      is knowing that I Cant Have You.."

                   

"The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love
                      you have and knowing it will never be returned…"

                   
                   

"How do you heal a broken heart?
                      I have no idea where to start
                      because everything I do reminds me of you…."

                   

"first dates are awkward,
                      first kisses are heavenly,
                      first loves irreplaceable,
                      first heartbreaks are unforgettable……..1_687875549m
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Luahan Hati piluku………

January 2nd, 2008 by skinz79

Bagaimanakah harus ku meneruskan hidup ini,tanpa belaian dan kasih sayangmu….Suka dan duka kehidupan yang kita lalui bersama,kemanakah hilangnya ku taktahu….Apakah puncanya, terjadinya semua ini…Kegembiraan mula hilang,berganti pula kesedihan yang amat sekali….Apakah kemampuan ku dipersendakan,sehingga kau sanggup melukai hatiku ini, dengan bermuka-muka dihadapanku,mengantikan diriku untuk dirinya yang pernah kau sayangi dahulu…Kelemahan ku kau menbuatkan ia punca keretakan cinta diantara kita,sedangkan hanya aku seorang sahaja yang setia kepada mu, tanpa perasaan ragu ataupun cemburu…Gengaman tangan mu   mulai kau lepaskan,lalu kau berpaling arahmu dariku,tanpa berkata sepatah perkataan pun kepada ku…Sampainya hatimu,peritnya jiwa ku,menanggung ini semua…Ku tak meminta semua ini terjadi kepada ku…Ku  bersabar dah ku pasrah…Tuhan lah,yang satukan kita,kerana inilah semua,rencana Nya….Apapun, yang akan terjadi, kepada kita,ku akan selalu berserah kepada Nya….Kuhidup dengan mu, bukan ku dipaksa dah terpaksa ,juga bukan ku yang merancangi ini semua,tetapi takdir lah yang menentukan ia dan takdir lah juga yang memisahkan kita berdua….Kuberserah…………

Firasat

December 27th, 2007 by skinz79

Kemarin kulihat awan membentuk wajahmu
Desah angin meniupkan namamu
Tubuhku terpaku

Semalam bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
Tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
Aku pun sadari, ku segera berlari

Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali, jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali, jangan pergi lagi

Alirnya bagai sungai yang mendamba samudera
Ku tahu pasti kemanakan ku bermuara
Semoga ada waktu, sayangku

Ku percaya alam pun berbahasa
Ada makna di balik semua pertanda
Firasat ini rasa rindukah atau kah hanya bayang
Aku tak peduli, ku terus berlari

Dan lihatlah sayang
Hujan terus membasahi
Seolah turun air mata

Lovelesssoul….

December 27th, 2007 by skinz79
  • Ever Since you were gone,life was not the same like it use to be. Emptiness & sadness starts to fill in this shattered heart of mine. I began to realize the importance of you in my  life right now,this very moment. In the past,i had no worries at all,even took you for granted,knowingly that for sure you will be there for me when i need you 24/7 always… I was wrong,totally wrong to believe that you will be there for me by my side always,but in true reality,you are drifting away,far far away from me,never to return. Your love & care for me starts to fade away  as time passes by & to regret  is totally useless right now,knowing the fact that you are happy with that someone you love & truly deserve being with. Here i am now,standing alone in this  endless road, without you to accompany me, to be with, when i need you badly. I  felt so lonely,nothing could change that sad fact of life, knowing that you’re gone forever,out from my life..However, I am grateful for GOD forgiveness towards me & also rendering the strength towards me to overcome this dilemma & thus making me a stronger,wiser & matured person… As for now,all i can is to wish you all the best & happiness,  & may you & you new love of your life enjoy your every sweetest & romantic  moments  together…Thanks for being a part of my lifePhoto179
    before & i will, l for surely, cherish the sweetest time we had spend together as a couple & keep those memories deep inside my heart….Thank you & Good bye…..